The Dumb Ass Award Goes To...

~A hush falls over the audience~
"and the winner is"
Janet...She is the Dumb Ass of the Year!
~the crowd cheers~
Yeah...that's just about how I feel.
You see...once again,
he has said that he had been miserable for 20 years with me.
So obviously, I deserve this award.
Because I was so stupid..
Such an idiot...
I didn't see that the man I loved was in so much distress being with me.
I must really suck.

The man is a pathological liar.
He needs help.
He needs meds.
He has been caught in so many lies...
so many tales...
and yet...he still got the girl.
Go figure.
Oh yeah, I talked to the new girlfriend.
She is very, very nice.
She loves him.
He loves her...of course,
it is a relationship built on lies,
but I don't think that matters to anyone.
If his whole world hadn't come crashing down around him
he would still be lying...
oh wait...
he is.
But he got caught,
BIG TIME...
BUSTED!!!
And he still got the girl.
I told her to be careful.
He has lied for so many years,
he doesn't know what the truth is anymore.

Yes it still hurts.
To know that it was so awful being with me
and that he was so unhappy.
~ok...he said it wasn't ALL bad...(he's changed his mind, I guess.)~
Yes it hurts to know that he is so much happier now.
~but is he really?~
ok...he left his job for her.
he moved for her.
but...
he's still lying.
Why?
What does it mean in the grand scheme of things?
Nothing except that he is now her problem...
not mine.