It's Time for a Transformation in 2006

With this new year,
I'm hoping that I will be able to transform myself,
my life,
and become someone filled with self confidence,
and self worth.
Proud of myself, and what I have accomplished.
Eager to get out into the world again,
to face all challenges,
and make the most of today.

On December 26th, I was involved in a car accident.
An elderly woman ran a red light, and hit my car...
my new car, I might add...
causing nearly $8500 worth of damage.
Shannon was with me, and is fine...
I'm fine too, (yeah, I hit my head and my left shoulder is a lovely shade of green),
but I'm ok.
Except that I was questioning...
Why me...again?
What am I not getting?
What lesson do I still need to learn?
How many tests do I have to go through?
How strong do I need to be?
But you know what...I'm not going to do that anymore.
There is a reason...
I just don't know it yet.
I may never know it.
But...
Maybe it was to show me that my life means something to someone...
Maybe it was to show me that there are always going to be hurdles,
you just have to face them, and go with the flow...

So this year, I will strive to be the best I can be,
and I will work hard to achieve new goals...
and I will work very hard to find myself again,
and be happy just because...

I'm worth it.

in life what sometimes appears to be the end
is really a new beginning.